so I’ve been in love but today I came to the conclusion:
Big and I should reamain friends and that’s it. Falling for him was the worst possible thing. I really lost sense of who I am. I don’t even know anymore. to be honest he consumes most of my thought. The time I put into thinking about him is time I will never get back. But from bow on I am going to put my thoughts into something more productive.
I know that I wont be able to get over him today, tommarow or even months from now.
when we have school the same feelings will find there way back to me. But, its my job not to let them get the best of me.
I need to find my self.
And I hope you will all be reading throught the process.
Well the outside is where I will enjoy and terroize my lungs
a marlboro light needs smoking
Find who you are
Dashing
